Friday, March 24, 2006 @2:13 am
wow, i've changed blogskin. hahaha. FINALLY.
no more print journ, no more mass comm. I'll miss those people. haha. honestly, i will!
prolly all the weird stuff we do when we hang out together, and like cheering ever-so-loudly knowing we'd lose the dragonboat race and all hahaha but it was all in the name of fun! at LEAST there was a mass comm team ah~ haha.
alright, cell retreat planning coming up. all the aloha spots we want are TAKEN. -i hear collective gasps-
a moment of silence as i announce that our now tentative sleeping place is DANIEL HALL -LOUD, collective gasps-
and i foresee loads of objection. but aiya. dont blame me. haha. u all took a long time to get back to me also what =/
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Friday, March 10, 2006 @11:36 pm
i just found out, i never really knew how to appreciate God's love and favour on me.it was all just words and feelings, like what sarah said during cell today.. and i feel so overwhelmed.. to love God isnt a feeling, but it goes deeper than that?
what exactly is it to love God?i never really knew. I could confidently tell people that i love God and He's the only one i'll ever worship. i really wouldnt. but aside from all that, did i really love God? did i love people for God's sake? did i love Him for the sake of people and their affectionS? if i love God, is He the centre of my life? is He the NUMBER ONE in everything i THINK and DO? i'm reallly really thinking now. i feel so.. ashamed of myself.
i really dont know how to appreciate what God has given to me. I know it's always God.. yet i still have to convince myself sometimes, and discipline myself to thank God FIRST everytime something good happens. and i've to convince myself that everytime something bad happens, i've to thank God too because i know that He has His reason. but am i just thanking God because it's the CORRECT thing to do? i dunno.i'm so confused. i never really shared with anyone. and i never really bothered to reflect that upon myself. but just the thought and the words that come to me when i hear that i'm not loving God because it's just words and feelings.. i feel so.. ......
how to love God? as in, how and what can i do to love God?i thought that lately i've been drawing closer to God because i talk to Him very frequently and i've overcome really by faith sins and habits that were difficult to kick off. but i did it.am i drawing closer to God?and for the first time.. i feel so shallow. why do i feel so shallow suddenly?
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